自閉『兒童』12號●一个人的世界

Happy Birthday to me.

Simple, life is simple.

No glamorous celebration but a simple dinner with Dad & Mum.
I think that's all I need.
To say it's my birthday, I should re-phrase it to Thanksgiving day.

Without Dad & Mum, I won't be typing here, I won't be breathing over the past 22 years.

Birthday wish?
Even simpler.
I wish for happiness and world peace.

May people don't suffer from poverty.

A better me ahead.

God bless.

想象晴天的天空，
天很蓝、
微风、
轻飘的云。
我躺在草原，
心情和太阳一样：微笑面对每个人。

（想象刮风的天空，
一黑一白、
摇晃的大树、
落叶一片一片。
快走！

想象大雨的天空，
避雨。
天灰，
这次又是为谁流泪？
。。挤。）

想象夜晚的天空，
银河、
星星一闪一闪在炫耀、
圆满。
我躺在被窝里，
心情和月亮一样：等待天明。

I've got a feeling that today is gonna be a great day so don't disappoint me alright?

Anyway, last week was really a rush, nice rush to be exact. But of course, improvements are greatly needed especially the part of attitude.

Oh well, shall pray for a smooth day, plus probably a lunch treat :)

我不想你走
舍不得放开手
你却默默的推开我
说我们没有将来或以后

最后的结局不会是你和我

把爱放在心里面
他和她都看不见
自私自利的我们不可以让任何人发现
这样幸福才能久一点

If I never been here
I'll never know how beautiful this place is

Some call it a miracle
I say it's a gift

We always look up and far and wonder where's the ending
Truth is, all we do is continue breathing

Left chest is where our heart is, it's where our love, beliefs and faiths is contained

Yesterday brought us to today and we're leaping ourselves to tomorrow

A little bit more gratitude and appreciation would make a whole lot of difference

I'm living, (sadly) (happily) living

If I'm suppose to leave, you have all the rights to take me away
If you want me stay, I'll respect your decision

I'm still...living.

Hello

Blogging from office at this hour, this second.

Stuck, can't leave.

Oh well ~

10/10/2011

It spells double ten today. I suppose today should be a perfect 10 day, when everything goes perfectly (I know that's impossible).

But it suck. The worse things in life is knowing that you're (kinda) sick, yet you cannot take MC *cries*.

I could just shift my desk to the toilet, since I'm running in & out the entire morning.

Well, morning is gone, afternoon awaits. Let's make it better.

After watching yesterday's news on Greece default & the economy in later future, was thinking about the possible of going back to isolation.

The United States of America was in the period of isolation back in the 1930s (if I didn't get it wrongly). I'm not sure how their GDP was during that period of time but I believe it was pretty okay (much better if compared to now). They're able to rebuild their economy standing as of now, being still on top (on the surface).

Japan adopted the idea of isolation too, after WWII, where their economy dropped drastically. During that period of time, I believe the "bullet train" was one of the greatest invention/creation.

Now, facing the messed-up markets, shouldn't we adopt the past ideas? Of course, there must be a price to pay and a big risk to take.

Prolonging is an attempt of escaping the real situation. Change is what we need, be it good or bad. Without trying, one will never know isn't it?

１０年前，只知道有个新团体。三个人好像叫ＳＥＬＩＮＡ、ＨＥＢＥ、ＥＬＬＡ的，谁是谁我也不认识。
１年后，我重了她们的‘毒’，疯狂的喜欢上Ｓ。Ｈ。Ｅ。

从《恋人未满》到《ＳＨＥＲＯ》，就这样几年来一直喜欢、支持她们。

女生宿舍、
青春株式会社、
美丽新世界、
ＴＯＧＥＴＨＥＲ、
ＳＵＰＥＲ　ＳＴＡＲ、
奇幻旅程、
ＥＮＣＯＲＥ、
不想长大、
ＦＯＲＥＶＥＲ、
ＰＬＡＹ、
ＦＭ　Ｓ。Ｈ。Ｅ、
ＳＨＥＲＯ
的１２张专辑

奇幻乐园、
移动城堡、
爱而唯一
的３场世界巡回演唱会，

造就的１个神话。
今天，９１１，Ｓ。Ｈ。Ｅ成军１０周年。

我不知道如果这１０年没有Ｓ。Ｈ。Ｅ，我会变得怎样。
但是因为有Ｓ。Ｈ。Ｅ，我学会了很多课本所没教的事。

谢谢你们，让我知道听音乐是不需要按‘ＳＫＩＰ’的
谢谢你们，我知道音乐能让人流泪

谢谢你们，教了我“两较一恩”（嗯。。这好像是任爸说的。。）
谢谢你们，让我知道亲情的重要性
谢谢你们，我现在更珍惜我爱和爱我的人

谢谢你们，在我对友情最失望的时候，让我相信友谊长存这句话
谢谢你们，我认识了现在的几个好朋友

娜娜公主＋喜碧仙仙＋加滑老大＝Ｓ。Ｈ。Ｅ！

我不知道人生能有多少个１０年，但我可以说这１０年我过的很精彩。
希望接下来的很多个１０年多有你们因为你们是最棒的！

最后，娜娜公主。。加油！！！要做最幸福的新娘！！！

Same words coming out from different mouths does make a difference.

Humans only choose what is music to their ears.

It's sad, reality.

Business is politics
Politics is business.

The bottom line is all the same.
At the end of the day, it's all about the strategies that we're talking about.

When people are now turning to blame the big countries for bringing the world economy down to recession again, I'm thinking about why they're still on the stage of debating and blaming each other but the most important action has yet to be taken.

Humans are greed by nature. No one which to be taking any stupid responsibilities for anything. Who will wanna admit and take the step down?

It is wrong if one aims and climbs high? It is wrong that things are done too fast?